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But I love my blogspot...
InsyaAllah will come back here...

What to do ?

I so really want to Quit !!

Quit my job and be SAHM ! With the new 'cam tak kuaser' nyer maid, I am not so happy with the way she run the house and treat my baby... but being me, cam tak sampai ati nak tegor or marah or send her off !!

In seven months she's with me... the electricity & water bills goes higher ! The groceries and home cleaning products kejap2 abes !! .. she hv no sympathy towards us spending $$$$ ! The light, the fan, the radio, the tv.. she kept on running, she do laundry several times a day.. even for 3-4 clothings !! The extra food - she threw ! The water she wasted ! Her shower - 1 hour, 2 or 3 times a day ! Not mentioning her constant in & out of the toilets several times a day ... She naps very very often and she MUST hv her afternoon naps. She has broken several of my plates, my glasses, couple of my Raya dresses already stained from her washing ! My baby had fell, burned his finger...etc... She argued when we tell, she laughs when she's done something wrong, she sulked when she's not happy.. She don't bother to offer help when sees me 'doing' work !

With all these.. I still tell my hb, it's ok... she's ok, but hv a bit of attitude ! One thing is, she can do the work (but hv to be told)...

But this !! Oh my !! Now I am not at ease going to work....

One night, we had told Katkoot we r going Hari Raya visits, but I was tired and decided not to. Katkoot was later so excited telling her..

He : "Bibib (bibik).. Zed go Ari Raya visit... go Ari Raya visit"...

She : "No, Zed stay home... sleep"

He : "No Bibib, Zed go Ari Raya visit !"

Then I told hb that we hv to bring him out, even for awhile coz he was so excited to go out already... we decided to go to Simpang Bedok for teh tarik and prata. So I told her to change him while I myself get changed. Then Katkoot came running out in his pampers... crying. I asked why ?

He : "Bibib say Zed go sleep".

I went in to tell her that we are going to bring him out, that's why I told her to change him... *she laughs*...

Me : "Zed change ya... we go out ya Habibi..."

She : "No ! Zed go sleep with bibik..."

He : "No Bibib ! Zed go out mama, baba... Zed go Ari Raya visit"

She : "No, Zed go sleep"

He : "No !! No, Zed go !!" (crying)

*She laughs*

I was so frustrated at this time ! Here I am trying to instill good manners to my baby and here she goes intimidating & irritating him !!! She takes joy in seeing this boy shouting and crying !! What's happening here ?????????? What is she teaching my baby while I am away at work ?? Is she setting bad examples for him to pick up ?? Even with this, I tried to be nice to her..

Me : "Kamu jagan kasi dia marah.. saya tak suka tau kamu kasi dia geram bergini. Saya sudah janji mau bawak dia keluar... jangan kasi dia nangis !"

*She smile & laughs*

There's more & more of her frustrating behaviour, everyday !...

Tell me what to do !! Every time I think about it, I felt like sending her back... but everytime I look at her... I tak sampai ati...... *sigh*

Today, katkoot woke up while I was dressing up to work... he cried, hangging to me "Mama don't go work"... what to do, I hv so many things to clear at work, so busy !!

"Ya Rabb.. lindungilah rumah dan keluarga ku... Ameen"

Look at this !!

'Hijack' this entry from Ayu's multiply.

Can't help it... so the comel ! Try it with yr baby's picture... if no hep, your picture pon boleh lah...

Hv Fun !!

EID MUBARRAK !!

SubhanAllah.... Alhamdullillah... La-Ila-ha-Illallah... Allahu Akbar !!

How time flies... how much time I've wasted this Ramadhan... time to give thanks to the Creator, time to praise the Almighty, time to ask the Ever Giving, time to reflect, time to find solace, time to learn more, to be closer, to bond, to love - The One.. Al Rahman, Al Raheem... Ya Allah. Lost... lost.... that's my lost... Astaghrafirullah. InsyaAllah, if ever granted to meet this Blessed Month again next year.. may Allah give me and my family the drive to do more Ibadah & Taqwa.. Ameen.

Blessed my home ya Rabb... blessed it with Your Grace, blessed it with lots of love, happiness, wealth and health... shine the Light of Iman and Taqwa into our heart.... Make us see the beautiful side of Islam...Make us worship you with full sincerity and love... Make Jannah as our final destiny... InsyaAllah... Ameen.

To You... all my sisters out there (and brothers, if any)... my sincere wish for HAPPY EID to All of you and your family. May Allah blessed our friendship over the cyberspace.. may He makes this bonding beneficial to all, InsyaAllah.

My sincerest apologies for any wrongdoings, wrongpostings & wrongcommentings. It has never been my intention to cause hurt anyone with this blogs.. May Allah forgive us all, InsyaAllah.

Under the Weather...

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Alhamdullillah..............

It could hv been worst... Alhamdullillah.....

Have not been feeling too well lately. Started with Back-aches... then the runny nose... then the migrane... then the coughs.....

As Allah knows best ... just as I was about take out my mixer, the trays, the butter and the flour .. I was caught with a bad cold... struck out flat... cold....

Kesian kan ? kesian I tau....... hehe

Friday, went to the doctor - MC ! Flat on the bed...

Saturday, kuatkan semangat... must at least make ONE cookies... ok make Suji senang sikit. But where's my Ghee ?? I bought the Ghee the other day... can't find it ! Ok.. change plan, make cornflakes... where's the box of cornflakes I bought ? Where's my almonds, where's my flour, where's my sugar ????? Where ??????????

Cant find any of them !! My maid said she didn't see them !! Huh ?? I definitely hv bought all these during my Grocery sprees in Shing Shiong ! Aisey Men... maybe we left behind a bag amongst our tons of groceries.. maybe we left it under the block, maybe... maybe... No more time for maybes... get my hb to go to NTUC and buy all these again !

Alhamdullillah... blurr, blurr and groggy, groggy... manage to make Sujee and Cornflakes... Then my sister SMS... "Tomorrow we do Tart, ok"... aiyoh..yoh.. mama masak sayo... "Still not well, but I will be there"... was my reply. So nak tak nak, dragged myself to her house on Sunday.... Alhamdullillah, Allah give me strength and health, we managed to do like 500+ pieces to be divided into 4 families.. (plus one tray terover cook sikit.. hehe).

Now, my baby katkoot is sick... Whole night yesterday he didn't sleep well..."My nose, my nose..." Yep, my nose plus his nose were both stuck somewhere.... I am still not well and now him... ai yai yai...makes me more giddy.... Alhamdullillah...

So when do I hv the time and strenght to make my Chocolate chips? My coffee biscuits? My cashew nut biscuits, my peanut biscuits ??? ... Anyone wanna help? pretty peleezzz... nanti I kasi 10 keping free bawak balek... ok

Alhamdullillah... the other day went to Johor, my hb borong 8 types of cookies... then I've already ordered the Tumpi, kek lapis prune, kek kukus... Alamak ! blum tepon my aunt nak order kueh Makmor !!!.... aiyoh... aiyoh.... tu kueh my hb faboret !... 'chOp-mE-niTe'... hv to call her NOW !!

Salam Akhir Ramadhan...

Where r u ?

So many pictures to download from the camera to the PC.

Then I can upload them to my multiply/blog......

Now, where's this UBS cable of mine ?

Been searching & searching from last week....

Where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ??????????

On another note... Yesterday IFTAR at my parents.

Alhamdullillah... all is fine.