Khalaz - Finish !!
Alhamdullillah - May Allah bless & protect my family for whatever decision we had made. InsyaAllah, it is all for the better... Ameen.
I've sent my lil Katkoot to Childcare - so far Alhamdullillah. Sent him in the morning, he was ok & happy. Popped-in around 1pm (out of his sight), he was queing up to get his milk. I went to fetch him around 5.30pm & he was ok, wathing Hi-5 on the "bbbbiiiigggg TV" (as he called it). Today, it was a lil hard to wake him up to go... at 8am, I had to switched on Pokemon DVD to get him to open up his eyes, LOL !! Then he complained that he feet pain, his nose pain, his eyes pain..... hehehe ! But after I get him ready, sling his new water bottle, put on his bag, he was happy.... the moment we reached the childcare centre, they were looking at the big projector TV, singing songs... he ran to them !!.. InsyaAllah, all will turn up good.. Ameen
I've sent my maid back to the agent : With all the stress & 'black faces', bad attitude & advantages she had taken over me, I am determined to send her off in good terms. So, after I send lil Katkoot to school, I came back home and talk to her nicely. I told her that as she knows Lil Katkoot had been 'dreaming' of going to school everyday.. so I've already sent him to school. Also, I've decided to do the housework myself... (like indicate I will stop working la... eksen gitu.. hehe). Therefore, I told her that we won't need your service much.. and I hv talked to her agent, he will look for a new employer for you... InsyaAllah, u will find a good home. But sorry there is not much time, as the agent will come to fetch u in 2 hrs time".. She showed not much emotion, just asking my why I didn't tell her since yesterday so that she can start packing then. I told her it's ok, just pack whatever u can (she don't hv much actually) and the balance (if any), she can call me & I will send them over to where-ever :). So, I gave her a couple of more bags so she can packed up. Her agent came later to our house, we signed a few papers... we say thanks to her, she say thanks to us and KHALAZZZ !!... I am free !!! MasyaAllah, don't know why... here I am losing a helper which I much needed, but yet I feel so good !! Like the home if finally mine !!... I don't know, even with the best maid I had for over 7 years, I felt so uncomfortable walking around the house - the kitchen especially is like out of bound to me, unless for the meals... not it's MINE !!!...hahaha !!
Suker lah kau Shaikha.... tak lamer lagi siaplah kener berus lantai dapor tu !!...hehehe !
I know lots of work will wait for me after a hard-day at the office... I don't know if I can cope, I know it will demand a lot from me, I know I will be dead-tired after the day ended !! But think I can (with lots of sweat & pain)... I won't be as free to just pack-up & go where-ever I wish, I hv to work my schedule around the boys, but that's not much of a problem :)... InsyaAllah, I can !! I can, I can, InsyaAllah I can !! (Self-motivate la...).
Do'a kan I ya Kawan2.... Pray for me sisters.... I can manage a happy home, with lots of blessings from Allah... Ameen
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