FOR MY BABY... (my Doa')

Not much that I wish for you ...

Juz that ... for you to be a Good, Abiding & Practising Muslim.... thus, at the same time, you'll be good and happines will be yours always;- during your lifetime and after... InsyaAllah.

Be my Imam when the time comes... and InsyaAllah, the path to goodness & Jannah (Heaven - thereafter), will be wide, bright & easy for you ... Ameen.

Dont forget yr prayers...

"Prayer is a manifestation of inner feeling that we all belong to Allah, the Most High, who has overall control over everything. And when you utter the phrase, "Allahu Akbar" at the start of every prayer, all material things should become insignificant because you are in the presence of the Lord of the universe who controls every aspect of it. He is greater than everything. As you recite the Chapter of "Al-Fatiha", you say, "You do we worship, and You do we ask for help". Thus, you rid yourself of dependency on any mortal.
With that exquisite feeling of submission to Him, you enrich your spirit five times a day.." And you'll find peace...

Umi will always Doa' (pray) for your well-beings... Ameen ya Rabbal Alamin..

Allahu-Akbar (Allah is Great)


SubhaNa Rabyial-'Adheemi-Wa-BiHamdih
(Glory and Praise be to my God {Allah})

GOD's LAND...

I'm not really into Politics... it makes me sick !! Makes me realise how POWER & WEALTH makes one to be BRUTAL & HEARTLESS ! Apart from killing & destroying your Enermy - you even kill & destroy your own people !.. yes YOU !!!!!
Where is love ?? Where is compassion ? ?
I can't find any appropriate evil word to describe this present day World Leaders...!
The powerful & rich are blind, their hearts are covered with greed & they turn their face away when they see the sufferings....

This blog is dedicated to the PALESTINIANS (Muslims, Christians & Jews alike) ... may Allah showers His abundance of BLESSINGS on you & bring JUSTICE to your land soon. May your CHILDREN know the meaning of LOVE, and JOY be their childhood memories. May the YOUNG know the meaning of FREEDOM instead of being prisoners & treated like animals in their own land. May the Old have roofs over their heads which they call HOME & the LAUGHTERS of their loved ones be the music to their ears that leads them to the end of their journey in this world, instead of Cries & the constant blasting of weapons that Destroy & Destroy & Destroy.....

May PEACE come your way, soon...InsyaAllah.. Amin.

I received 2 e-mails this week which bring tears to my eyes & inspired me to pen this blog..
Thanks to sender...


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Dear friends all over the world,

I am proud to tell you about my son Mohammad (age 15) and his class mates' project. They are 10th graders at Friends Boys School in Ramallah.
With the help of same age group in an American school, they are working on a website dedicated to telling stories about the life of Palestinian teenagers, Life Behind the Wall.
Most people all over the world receive news from TV broadcasts and form certain a stereotypes. But wouldn't it be nice for a change if you read a real life version? To know what's said and what's kept hidden?

Please visit their exciting website: http://www.lifebehindthewall.com/

Please spread the word and forward the web address to as many people as possible.

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Read 'Experiences under occupation' :
http://www.lifebehindthewall.com/experience/eyes.htm
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Visit www.palestinechronicle.com for more pics & articles...

SESAME STREET - Out of this World

The day finally arrived - 15 June 2006 at 4 pm





Sempat mengurat... hehehe...




And it was over ... see ya next time !!




(click on photos)

Bye bye Omm & Adhi.... :(

Last weekends, my baby's 2 buddies left us for their new bungalow house...

For about a year, my baby hv been playing wif these 2 twin boys (less than a yr older) and they hv been daily companions along the corridor between our houses.

The boys' laughters & cries from the corridor (they always played there) brought my baby rushing to our gate & demanded to go out, even while he's watching his favourite Barney, Cookie Monster or Elmo !
In their bicycles, or just running around... playing with our shoes, or catching bubbles - their laughs, screams & shouts are music to our ears & bring smiles from any neighbours passing by....

Alas, yr friendship developed along the corridor is short... coz Omm & Adhi hv moved...
My baby still constantly goes to our gate, expecting to see & play with you.. calling out your names (whatever it sounds like..)
So very sad... we will definitely miss you dearly boys...(I am already.. sob, sob)

InsyaAllah.. I will bring my baby to play with them once in awhile coz their new home is not so far away from us... with a garden to run around & to get dirty.. hahaha...
But being a Singaporean, I know that this habit of visiting friends & relatives are very rare & few... & soon will be forgotten. At least we will visit our relatives once a year when Eid comes... but friends ?? ... "No time" is our favourite excuse.. but do we really hv No Time or we are juz simply lazy ? .. - lost in our own world...

Moments captured last few days before they leave...


With Omm (sitting) & Adhi (standing).. & my baby kepo - 'jengok rumah orang'...


Playing wif Omm


Adhi - "I salute you kepten !"


Omm & another neighbour - 'the boy wif a dog' (hehe.. I don know his name)


Wif their maid (Cian dier... asyik kener kutip kasot jer.. bebudak ni buang ke bawah ! )

To LOVE or To HATE

Lets get into my brain ...
As I day dream today... This is what I'm thinking...
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** If you are allowed to KILL juz one person in your lifetime...

Q1 -- Will each one of us be in someone's hate list & the population on Earth be wiped out ?



** Ok... let say you are able to name one person u love most... and nobody can kill him or her.

Q2 -- Would each one of us be in someone's love list & be safed ?
or would the population on Earth still decrease coz there are so many people in the 'killing' list that are not being love by anyone?



** Eh... !! wait a minute !! ... what if the person you love so much is not the one u want to be protected from being killed ??
... or Worst
** The person you want to kill is the person u love most ??

Q3 -- What then ? What say you ??


I NEED ANSWERS !!!!

~ Who would be the One I choose to be perished from this world ?
~ Who would be the One I choose to be safed (wah... this one very very tough decision lah...)

~ Will I be in anybody's 'doomed' list, only to be liberated by another (or NOT !!) ?

~ Will the world be a better place - since everybody is trying to please everybody so that they will at least be in somebody's 'safed' list ?
MMpphhh.... thoughts, thoughts... decisions ! decisions !!!

Maybe should do a visual 'test' & float an e-mail around for people to do their list.. then let's do an auto sorting & see how many earthlings are left to roam this planet... hehehe...
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Oi !! wake up dah !!.... aper aku dah merapek ni ?? (what nonsense am I getting into?)... why this violent thoughts ??... Why do I always hv to jumble my thoughts like this ??!!!!

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .................

P.S -- This Entry is not directed to anybody in particular - dead or alive.... Juz my sleepy head wondering around....

Astagrafirulla-hal-Azeem....

CONSUMERS WARNING

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This one... tak tau - anak saper lah ni, tapi cute....

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& last but not least.... jeng, jeng, jeng....

DIFFERENT POSITIONS !

DIFFERENT POSITIONS !!

This boy simply can't be still.....
Kids... don't you juz adores them !!!


Squatting down (Menyangkong) (hehe.. in his fav Elmo PJ)


Meniarap (on my tummy) reading book cover

On the bed...


& down I go....

Luk..I make a book tunnel !


You take my picture, I took yrs "click..smile umi"


Sideways...

and On my back !
"and on his farm he have a turkey & a sheep, ei-ei-oo.."

Juz wanna share this picture...

This tickles me... cute right ?....

HIDE... HIDE.... WHY HIDE ??

WHAT'S THERE TO HIDE...??
Why so Secretive ??


Behind the curtains....


" luk umi, my feet pain"... (action innocent)


hahaha... bluff !!


.. actually, I wanna show u something...


Come nearer & see my work of art on the wall ....


My Materpiece !!
... Da Vinchi mania !!...
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When u r in despair - think happy thoughts !!!

SESAME STREET - Here we Come !!!


Cannot see clearly - but it reads :

"SESAME STREET LIVE "OUT OF THIS WORLD"
Thu, 15 Jun 2006 Time : 4pm
D'MARQUEE - DOWNTOWN EAST
Section - Block 3 Row - A Seat No - 0010 Price $60.50

Yep ! Sacrifice $60.50 to buy this ticket so baby can watch his favourite Elmo, Cookie Monster & Big Bird !

Think & think... better bring this year while baby is still under 2yrs old - FREE !!
... so for $60.50, me & baby can sit at the 1st ROW instead of spending the same amount next year but sit at the last row (cos baby hv to pay lah if next yr then hv to buy 2 tics !).... hahaha....

Wah !... went last Saturday to buy this ticket -
so the susah man ... all First row seats sold out !!!
Weekdays - weekends - all timings ! All fully booked... lucky lah got this One left - not so centre, but never mind lah....

But me still worry - Can he SIT STILL ?? (all through the show...)

La la lala... la la lala... Elmo's world.... La la lala... La la lala...

Oh ya... and Shukran ya habibi -- for letting me go.

2 BOYS and A GIRL .......


~ 1st LOOK ~ Wah.. even one eye close oso pretty lah...


~ 2nd LOOK ~ ok confirm pretty, must ask umi for permission..


"ok - go ahead" Yeh ! umi say ok... yahoo... green light !!

oh.. this one the brother hah..
(eh..eh.. got that boy in checked behind me lah.. wait he 'potong jalan')


hey bro... wanna be my fren ? let's play ball... (politics beb...)

Alamak ! no time to write Luv notes..
this boy in checked gonna beat me !

eh ! eh... me First ok ! I wanna cook for her first !!..


ok done... come let me serve you sweetie...

Who's stealing my girls's attention ?? .... aiyoh ! NOT the checked boy again ...!!!


GGrrrr ! melepas dah....
Cizz ! nanti u checked boy, heard yr name is BOBO hah !
... now, I need a drink.... !!!

Umi said "Never mind...
Beetle not one tail, flower not one stalk"...
..so I follow her advice. Lost one - get many many.... hehehe....


Umi also said ...
"No matter what... You are Still MY HERO ! "

THANKS MAMA !!
For being a great hostess....

Oh ! and JU too... for giving me a lift....

At last !! Get to meet some of you... (not all, but Alhamdullillah~~~~~ InsyaAllah will meet the rest later) - 21st May 2006 at MamaDewi's nest (blk 657 Chua Chu Kang Cresent)...

12.15pm - Zed woke up : Rush, rush feed him & get him ready.
1pm - left to Bedok Reservoir for Nadiah's daughter's wedding.

2pm - 5pm
Ju picked me up from the wedding, together wif Mel & their babies - so nice of her... Thanks again Ju ! Then, alamak !! baby's bottle tetinggal at our van dah... stop again & wait for hb to deliver the bottle - sorry hah gals.. I memang gini... very the forgetful !!

Met Mashita (Mas) - she only passed the marble cake but not going, alahai... why ? tapi takper lah - at least we met & yr gendut baby too, InsyaAllah - there will be next time.

Reached Mama's place - wah best ! .. met Mama (of course) in her chatty self... Eimah, Mrs Beki & Iantie wif our the children. Wah, macam playgroup - slamat ader Mr Mamadewi, Mr Eimah & Mr Iantie jadi babysitter for awhile... hehehe...

My baby have a great time - and of couse the Umi too lah !

Sampai jer baby dah jadi mekanik - godeh Mama nyer DVD set... pas tu.... eh ! he play masak2 pulak ... macam girl daa - nevermind lah, InsyaAllah can be mummy's little helper, Pas tu jadi teacher pulak - so the multi tasking! ..hehehe (sori hah.. some pics curik dari Mamanyer blog... curik tapi bilang... hehehe...)

TWO boys fighting to cook for a Lady.. (Ai, Eimah.. anak kau jadi madu to my son lah ! Untung Mel...)

Eh Boys ! stop clowning around... ustazah's teaching ! no respect izzit ?

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Thanks Mama (for the hospitality & the yummylicious food) & thanks all....

Then go to my parents place - also Ju sent me right to under the Block.
Thank You, thank you...Thank you Ju...

Baby had a "Hooray" time today.. now played with all his cousins pulak, even I went to take him he pushed me away !! Watched Singapore Idols with my family & SILs.. klakar sey...

Eh ! I wanna play too !!...

First the push !...... then the hug :)... sori hah Abdillah...

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Umi cooked mee soto... yum, yum !!

10pm, so tired already lah... get a lift from bro Mus & ciao !

Get home - me & baby had our shower... then ZZZZzzzzzz.....

Great Day !..... (thanks hb for allowing me to go..)